i know it's kinda late to post bout this...since most already know~
well....to begin with....
tell me should i be happy or the other way round
that i made it through the auditions n got to the semi-finals
i'm not talking bout singing or drama
but public speaking...
i actually thought of chickening out the night before the auditions
but yet i woke up early as planned
got ready n went to school to meet up with the others
gathered n boarded the bus n got anxious
during the 1hr journey
all we talked about was things to do with the pre-u council
tho i'm not a part of the exco but yet....
discussed bout a trip or to have prom
amazingly 90% agreed to have a senior's prom
a memorable 1
outside of school
we even discussed bout the dress code
after all...it is still a high school prom n there should be some restrictions to it
discussed bout how to convince the teachers not to attend =) [what all students hope for]
but sadly it was very very very difficult to come up with a proper theme
that wouldnt sound to kiddy
that wouldnt sound to pervert
that would suit our age & would sound appropriate
before you know it...
an hr passed n we're there
had lunch
then straight to segi
we reached early & got to see the early auditions
just a few of them
then suddenly came to realize that my phone was missing
thought of all possibilities n came up with a conclusion that it might still be at the restaurant
i must have dropped it there
tanx to both of my brothers who was willing to acc me back there to look for it
another 15 mins walk to the restaurant.....
asked around
amazingly lucky
they had my phone n kindly returned it to me
not mentioning bout the missed calls from adrian who was dialing to hope that some1 might pick it up....with a record breaking 27 missed calls =S [tanx bro]
and another 15 mins walk back there =S
missed the briefing but wasnt anything much near important anyway
got into the theater hall n to our respective seats
n waited for our title while other participants took their shot
it was 1 of those worst 2 hrs of my life
i couldnt pay any attention to those before me
all i hear is noise n words i couldnt put together to for any meaning
30 mins before my shot
i finally got my title
'poverty'
like shit
not as difficult as some other titles before mine....
couldnt remember much of what happened till i was done with my script
i wrote a 3mins speech in just a few mins n took 10 mins to practice
cold sweat from my palm wetting my script as i re-entered the hall waiting for my turn
when my name was called
i nearly fainted
my heart was about to beat it's way out of my throat
my hand were shaking quite obviously according to frens n family who watched
i admit...it was killing every bit of my nerves every second i spent on that stage
it was a relief when the bell rang at the 2nd min
stopped right before the 3rd min n earned myself a yellow card....
whooooo! relief at last for real
said good bye to my fellow frens who just like me...got a yellow card
thin chance of getting through anyway i thought n said
so no point waiting
got changed n went off with my sis
letting down of all that stress
we had our tea at old town
chat for near 1hr
we went off to pick another sis
on the way there...
my bro called to inform me bout the results of who made it thru
he was all happy to tell me that i was the only 1 who made it
*i froze*
*still trying to proses the words told*
wtf! no way! i shouted
that means more stress on my shoulders
as i'm the only person [a girl] to represent a boy school
like shit!
#$**&$#%^$&^(*^*(&(%^$#$@$-ed for another 5 mins
we hung up
the celebration for my 'victory'
we had a drinking session at ttdi plaza at 11.30 that night till 2am
and continued with mamak session n came up with another inside joke called 'are you sober?'
the day was tiring and stressing
but the night was the total opposite
tanx to those who wished me luck before n after the auditions
tanx to those who helped me
for the up coming semi-finals
wish me luck ppl
~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~. E-n-D.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~
