it's been the 6th day since we talked

we just ignore each other like we've never knew each other

u think i dont care but i do

u might think that i'm still angry

yes i am!

i'm angry bout u not knowing how u differentiate between a lie n the truth!

i'm angry when people say her name

i'm angry when the way she try to catch unnecessary attention by putting other people down

n yet u still do not seem to realize her tactics

guys do fall easier for easier girls

who go all crying n weak

so they can feel a sense of macho-ness in their unmacho little self

they just rather go for easier targets who plead n beg for attention n 'sympathy'

wanting fame n getting through wrong means

yes that's her i'm talking bout

short

shapeless

small eyes

no personality

liar

faker

drama queen

i've never hated someone this much for this 19 years of my life

*signing out*

p/s : just wait n karma will hit u like a full speed bullet train

~.~.~.~.~. e.N.d .~.~.~.~.~

fed up!

no matter what u say, words cant bring me down!

i know exactly how it feels when someone stabs u in the back & throw shit to ur face

i know how exactly how it feels when someone turns their back on u

when u trust them in a way that they refuse to trust u back

i'm really disappointed that out of a few friends there must be an existence of such a 'friend'it isnt the 1st time

it hurts in a way that no one actually sees ur wound

it hurts in a way that no one knows

it hurts so bad that even tears refuse to flow for such a reason

to an extend that it's a waste

it hurts in a way that even talking about it hurts

it hurts in a way that the wound bleeds internally

it hurts in a way that i dont wanna go through this for the 3rd time

do i have to cry infront of u so that u can trust me?

am i not as fragile to u?

am i that strong in ur eyes?

am i not trustworthy to u?

are my 'stories' [which is apparently the truth] not as real as her's?

do u not know me enough to trust me?

or is it because u've known her before u knew me?

do i appear as such a person to u?

if it is so then go ahead

if it is so then get away from my life

if it is so then i no longer know u

if it is so then i'm on my way to my own path

i'm returning to my metal form towards u

cold n hard

n it's not gonna change

p/s : it's just a disappointment when u trust her instead of a thousand other of us

cheer 2010

a total of 1350 pics were taken for 2 days of cheer

but only a few of my fav squads

pics are currently not with me so i'll get it up when i have them

not all pics where satisfying

but i'll get them up anyway

i'll consider on getting a better lens for the cam so pics will come out better

i'm also planning on getting a casing so that i'll be able to bring the cam under water

for our water baby moments =) coz swimming is by far the fav pass time XD

until next time

*signing out*

~.~.~.~.~ e.N.d ~.~.~.~.~