sometimes i just simply enjoy reading to run away from reality

and to let those imagination come to life and take the shit in reality away

but reality has to be this cruel by hitting you harder when u try to run away from it

there is no such thing as a oh-so-perfectly-romantically-charmingly-lovingly-fairytalelike-significant other....

slap your self please..erm i mean slap me please

wake me up if i'm dreaming

bring me back to this cruel real world

oh wait...the time is 0013

i am suppose to go to slumber land

hold it n dont wack me yet

i'll read one more chapter and then go to bed =)

*~*~*~ SiGnInG OfF ~*~*~*

I'M BACK?

LOL, now a days i just feel too tired to stay online for long.

I have to drag myself out of bed to shower to get dressed to put on make up to put on shoes to get in to the car to get out of the car TO GET TO WORK~

Finally i realize that i have a blog

and i've left it hanging for ages

gosh!

I sometimes feel that u actually care for me, telling me to sleep early, telling me good night& sweet dreams with a heart sign, telling me good morning with a smilley face, telling me to bath, telling me i stink, telling me to eat. But most of the time i feel that u're treating me so cold. The feeling of winter lasts longer and more than the feeling of summer. And yes i hug that furry ugly bear u gave to me for christmas to sleep coz it feel warm =')

I actually feel comfortable when i was completely resting on your arm, literally hugging it that day & how you kept me warm just leaning on your arm having to realize that u didnt mind and how close your face was to mine when we talked.

Deep down somewhere, maybe not there or there either but somewhere you really care for me.

Maybe i've never imagining me liking someone your type but honestly i kinda do, yet i still dont know why & how or since when.

And yes this is for u <3