love life by the end of this year? for taurus? for the sheep?
桃花就快会盛放吗?
i didn't mean to hurt anyone
it was already fishy from the biggining
when he said bout things
when friends started to treat us with queer eyes
when i got even closer to **K
why didn't he wanna say anything to me anymore?
why didn't he wanna make me laugh anymore?
why didn't he laugh with me anymore?
why is he keeping a distance from **K n i?
is it because **K is his bro~
if so why dont he confront me?
he said he'll tell me when the time is right who the 'her' he was referring to in all his posts
the 'her' that made him smile
that made him happy
that made his day
making the 1st move is all it takes
it's not my fault
in this battle ground
there is no one to blame
it is always on a 1st come 1st serve basis
no one is wrong & no one is right
things that are yours will be yours
thing that are not will never be
why cry over spilt milk?
i am human too
i'm eliminating my self from this battle ground for the time being
i aint settling my self down with anyone
we've got better more epic things coming up
i'm matured enough
i can choose & make decisions for my self
if **K can move gradually without making things too obvious
keeping a safe distance till it's right
why cant he?
it's been days since we've talked n laughed
it's been days **K has been keeping me company for hours
although we're all in the same room
doing the exact same things
why didnt he come n sit by me
or in front of me?
you wouldnt know
what if **K is just treating me as his best friend/bro
it's not like you dont know me
i'm a girl who acts like a boy~
if he were in to me
am i just a replacement?
i dont wanna be
sigh
can we just put this a side
come back another day to settle this
i am tired
i am tired
i am tired
i am very tired
i am clear about my aim
my goal
i want a 4.0
i want a part time job
that can get me a dslr by june
sigh
lets just call it a day
bath
brush teeth
change into PJs
flicks the switch
closes eyes
dose off
p/s : if i were to choose it'll be K
