BOYS LIKE GIRLS ~GO~

Little change of the heart,
little light in the dark
little hope that you just might find
your way up outta here
cause you’ve been hiding for days,
wasted and wasting away
but I’ve got a little hope
that today you’ll face your fears
yeah I know it’s not easy,
I know that it’s hard
follow the lights to the city

get up and go,
take a chance and be strong
you can’t spend your whole life
holding on
don’t look back just go,
take a breath, move along
you can’t spend your whole life
holding on
you can’t spend your whole life
holding on

Believe the tunnel can end, believe your body can mend
yeah I know you can make it through,
cause I believe in you
So let’s go put up a fight,
let’s go make everything all right
go on and take a shot,
go give it all you’ve got
oh yeah I know it’s not easy,
I know that it’s hard
know it’s not always pretty

get up and go,
take a chance and be strong
you can’t spend your whole life
holding on
don’t look back just go,
take a breath, move along
you can’t spend your whole life
holding on
you can’t spend your whole life
holding on

Don’t wanna wake up to the telephone ring
are you sitting down?
I need to tell you something
enough is enough;
you can stop waiting to breathe
and don’t wait up for me

get up and go,
take a chance and be strong
you can’t spend your whole life
holding on
don’t look back just go,
take a breath, move along
you can’t spend your whole life
holding on
you can’t spend your whole life
holding on

get up and go,
take a chance and be strong
you can’t spend your whole life
holding on
don’t look back just go,
take a breath, move along
you can’t spend your whole life
holding on
you can’t spend your whole life
holding on
yeah yeah

A PICTURE SAYS A THOUSAND WORDS~

tiring day but everything paid off coz we all made it happen

pictures of the day which spoke more than a million words

and memories worth keeping!

BEGINNER'S LUCK YO~

i know it's kinda late to post bout this...since most already know~

well....to begin with....

tell me should i be happy or the other way round

that i made it through the auditions n got to the semi-finals

i'm not talking bout singing or drama

but public speaking...

i actually thought of chickening out the night before the auditions

but yet i woke up early as planned

got ready n went to school to meet up with the others

gathered n boarded the bus n got anxious

during the 1hr journey

all we talked about was things to do with the pre-u council

tho i'm not a part of the exco but yet....

discussed bout a trip or to have prom

amazingly 90% agreed to have a senior's prom

a memorable 1

outside of school

we even discussed bout the dress code

after all...it is still a high school prom n there should be some restrictions to it

discussed bout how to convince the teachers not to attend =) [what all students hope for]

but sadly it was very very very difficult to come up with a proper theme

that wouldnt sound to kiddy

that wouldnt sound to pervert

that would suit our age & would sound appropriate

before you know it...

an hr passed n we're there

had lunch

then straight to segi

we reached early & got to see the early auditions

just a few of them

then suddenly came to realize that my phone was missing

thought of all possibilities n came up with a conclusion that it might still be at the restaurant

i must have dropped it there

tanx to both of my brothers who was willing to acc me back there to look for it

another 15 mins walk to the restaurant.....

asked around

amazingly lucky

they had my phone n kindly returned it to me

not mentioning bout the missed calls from adrian who was dialing to hope that some1 might pick it up....with a record breaking 27 missed calls =S [tanx bro]

and another 15 mins walk back there =S

missed the briefing but wasnt anything much near important anyway

got into the theater hall n to our respective seats

n waited for our title while other participants took their shot

it was 1 of those worst 2 hrs of my life

i couldnt pay any attention to those before me

all i hear is noise n words i couldnt put together to for any meaning

30 mins before my shot

i finally got my title

'poverty'

like shit

not as difficult as some other titles before mine....

couldnt remember much of what happened till i was done with my script

i wrote a 3mins speech in just a few mins n took 10 mins to practice

cold sweat from my palm wetting my script as i re-entered the hall waiting for my turn

when my name was called

i nearly fainted

my heart was about to beat it's way out of my throat

my hand were shaking quite obviously according to frens n family who watched

i admit...it was killing every bit of my nerves every second i spent on that stage

it was a relief when the bell rang at the 2nd min

stopped right before the 3rd min n earned myself a yellow card....

whooooo! relief at last for real

said good bye to my fellow frens who just like me...got a yellow card

thin chance of getting through anyway i thought n said

so no point waiting

got changed n went off with my sis

letting down of all that stress

we had our tea at old town

chat for near 1hr

we went off to pick another sis

on the way there...

my bro called to inform me bout the results of who made it thru

he was all happy to tell me that i was the only 1 who made it

*i froze*

*still trying to proses the words told*

wtf! no way! i shouted

that means more stress on my shoulders

as i'm the only person [a girl] to represent a boy school

like shit!

#$**&$#%^$&^(*^*(&(%^$#$@$-ed for another 5 mins

we hung up

the celebration for my 'victory'

we had a drinking session at ttdi plaza at 11.30 that night till 2am

and continued with mamak session n came up with another inside joke called 'are you sober?'

the day was tiring and stressing

but the night was the total opposite

tanx to those who wished me luck before n after the auditions

tanx to those who helped me

for the up coming semi-finals

wish me luck ppl

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~. E-n-D.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

STRESS LIKE SHIT! =(

although some people say

"it's juz ujian selaras....so what la...doesnt prove anything"

bt i still dont feel like failing anything...

it's because it is not full paper that's why 1 question can carry more marks than usual =(

arrggghhh!!

i still find myself in the relax state...

n i can feel that fever is on the rise....

wanna stay well for exam =(

fortunately....

frends around me...just like myself

are trying to do something to kick start n motivate each other to study

staying back in school for study group instead of going home asap to sleep =)

somehow....1/3 of the time of our study group was about gossiping =)

what we all enjoy most =D

hopefully we can keep the good work up...studying i mean not gossiping XD

anyway it's 0024 hr now....

it's best to sleep early...

so i better get going...

tuck my self in & zZz

nitez....or good morning =)

wish me all the best for the coming week of stress n exams =)

~_~_~_~_~ e.N.d~_~_~_~_~