W.O.R.K

can we escape from this word of reality just for a moment~
i cant stop thinking of beach holidays,
since i already have my new beach body,
all i need now are new beach gears,
what i need are :
a new pair of bikini,
a new pair of goggles(or maybe not),
a new pair of flops,
a new water proof mascara,
a new water proof eyeliner,
and i'm set to go.

but the problem is,
everyone's busy and so am i,
it's quite difficult to match up everybody's time :/
which is quite sad to say.

i wanna sit on the beach like that, listening to nothing but the waves













i wanna release them balloons & hallucinate that i'm one of them






















i wanna see the sun rise and fall














i wanna share those secrets to the stars

















i wanna take pictures till the cam shouts at me to stop

















i want this trip to come true
before i start the torturous journey of studies all over again~
mercy please
i need an escape!

YAY! I'M OFFICIALLY OLD! =(

NO MORE TEEN~

on the bright side

i get to go to clubs just like that =)

BIGBANG BIGBANG~

u have got to fall in love with him!

can't believe my sister got me into this k-pop thingy

well the only boy band i would support is them =)

i mean maybe even from the entire j/k-pop industry~

2nd fav

this 1 really chili api la

short but damn cute

talented & hot!

hell yeah they should be back!

sometimes i just simply enjoy reading to run away from reality

and to let those imagination come to life and take the shit in reality away

but reality has to be this cruel by hitting you harder when u try to run away from it

there is no such thing as a oh-so-perfectly-romantically-charmingly-lovingly-fairytalelike-significant other....

slap your self please..erm i mean slap me please

wake me up if i'm dreaming

bring me back to this cruel real world

oh wait...the time is 0013

i am suppose to go to slumber land

hold it n dont wack me yet

i'll read one more chapter and then go to bed =)

*~*~*~ SiGnInG OfF ~*~*~*

I'M BACK?

LOL, now a days i just feel too tired to stay online for long.

I have to drag myself out of bed to shower to get dressed to put on make up to put on shoes to get in to the car to get out of the car TO GET TO WORK~

Finally i realize that i have a blog

and i've left it hanging for ages

gosh!

I sometimes feel that u actually care for me, telling me to sleep early, telling me good night& sweet dreams with a heart sign, telling me good morning with a smilley face, telling me to bath, telling me i stink, telling me to eat. But most of the time i feel that u're treating me so cold. The feeling of winter lasts longer and more than the feeling of summer. And yes i hug that furry ugly bear u gave to me for christmas to sleep coz it feel warm =')

I actually feel comfortable when i was completely resting on your arm, literally hugging it that day & how you kept me warm just leaning on your arm having to realize that u didnt mind and how close your face was to mine when we talked.

Deep down somewhere, maybe not there or there either but somewhere you really care for me.

Maybe i've never imagining me liking someone your type but honestly i kinda do, yet i still dont know why & how or since when.

And yes this is for u <3

it's raining again =(=

下雨天了怎么办 我好想你.....

love life by the end of this year? for taurus? for the sheep?

桃花就快会盛放吗?

i didn't mean to hurt anyone

it was already fishy from the biggining

when he said bout things

when friends started to treat us with queer eyes

when i got even closer to **K

why didn't he wanna say anything to me anymore?

why didn't he wanna make me laugh anymore?

why didn't he laugh with me anymore?

why is he keeping a distance from **K n i?

is it because **K is his bro~

if so why dont he confront me?

he said he'll tell me when the time is right who the 'her' he was referring to in all his posts

the 'her' that made him smile

that made him happy

that made his day

making the 1st move is all it takes

it's not my fault

in this battle ground

there is no one to blame

it is always on a 1st come 1st serve basis

no one is wrong & no one is right

things that are yours will be yours

thing that are not will never be

why cry over spilt milk?

i am human too

i'm eliminating my self from this battle ground for the time being

i aint settling my self down with anyone

we've got better more epic things coming up

i'm matured enough

i can choose & make decisions for my self

if **K can move gradually without making things too obvious

keeping a safe distance till it's right

why cant he?

it's been days since we've talked n laughed

it's been days **K has been keeping me company for hours

although we're all in the same room

doing the exact same things

why didnt he come n sit by me

or in front of me?

you wouldnt know

what if **K is just treating me as his best friend/bro

it's not like you dont know me

i'm a girl who acts like a boy~

if he were in to me

am i just a replacement?

i dont wanna be

sigh

can we just put this a side

come back another day to settle this

i am tired

i am tired

i am tired

i am very tired

i am clear about my aim

my goal

i want a 4.0

i want a part time job

that can get me a dslr by june

sigh

lets just call it a day

bath

brush teeth

change into PJs

flicks the switch

closes eyes

dose off

p/s : if i were to choose it'll be K

DRAMA DRAMA~

too much have been happening recently,

stpm in another 33 days =S

shit! i better get of the net now...

bye!