Thursday, November 18, 2010

it's raining again =(=

下雨天了怎么办 我好想你.....
love life by the end of this year? for taurus? for the sheep?
桃花就快会盛放吗?
i didn't mean to hurt anyone

it was already fishy from the biggining
when he said bout things
when friends started to treat us with queer eyes
when i got even closer to **K
why didn't he wanna say anything to me anymore?
why didn't he wanna make me laugh anymore?
why didn't he laugh with me anymore?
why is he keeping a distance from **K n i?
is it because **K is his bro~
if so why dont he confront me?
he said he'll tell me when the time is right who the 'her' he was referring to in all his posts
the 'her' that made him smile
that made him happy
that made his day

making the 1st move is all it takes
it's not my fault
in this battle ground
there is no one to blame
it is always on a 1st come 1st serve basis
no one is wrong & no one is right
things that are yours will be yours
thing that are not will never be
why cry over spilt milk?
i am human too

i'm eliminating my self from this battle ground for the time being
i aint settling my self down with anyone
we've got better more epic things coming up

i'm matured enough
i can choose & make decisions for my self
if **K can move gradually without making things too obvious
keeping a safe distance till it's right
why cant he?
it's been days since we've talked n laughed
it's been days **K has been keeping me company for hours
although we're all in the same room
doing the exact same things
why didnt he come n sit by me
or in front of me?
you wouldnt know
what if **K is just treating me as his best friend/bro
it's not like you dont know me
i'm a girl who acts like a boy~

if he were in to me
am i just a replacement?
i dont wanna be

sigh
can we just put this a side
come back another day to settle this
i am tired
i am tired
i am tired
i am very tired

i am clear about my aim
my goal
i want a 4.0
i want a part time job
that can get me a dslr by june

sigh
lets just call it a day
bath
brush teeth
change into PJs
flicks the switch
closes eyes
dose off



p/s : if i were to choose it'll be K

Thursday, October 21, 2010

DRAMA DRAMA~

too much have been happening recently,
stpm in another 33 days =S
shit! i better get of the net now...
bye!

Thursday, October 7, 2010

HELP NEEDED!

http://htcwildfirecontest.com/main/view.php?id=64

HELP CLICK ON THE LINK THEN CLICK ON THE LIKE BUTTON PLS =)

Sunday, August 29, 2010

STEP UP 3!


THE BOMB

i dont mind paying n watching it again!
but next time no normal 3D for me!
it sucked big time i nearly wanted a refund for the 3D price,
but the movie was an epic WIN
so the next round will be at IMAX =)
the best 3D so far
i learnt my lesson for watching normal 3D
it was not much of a difference from 2D
the glasses where rather annoying coz it was too big n not clear enough that it gave me a headache!
so to all of u out there,
go watch it at IMAX!
i'm gonna watch it for the 2nd time during the sept hols =)



*signing out*


~.~.~.~.~. e.N.d .~.~.~.~.~

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

30 HRS FAMINE =)

one of the best experience of all =)
however, having too much soya bean milk is something not to do.
4 packets of soya milk n 2 packs of chocolate milk causes sugar rush!
trust me, everybody was high!
playing snake n ladders while blasting snsd
to be specific it was 'superman chess' & 'football chess'
19 yrs old having so much fun making so much noise
chasing each other!

the girls oso had a damn good time 'raping' the guys[2 guys]
who then escaped from the window of the girls room
every1 was screaming n laughing at the same time
looking like zombies the next day!

headache, yawning, sleeping at the stadium during the concert
despite the loud music n shinning spotlights
we were too tired to respond to anything
but when fish came out, every1 jumped n screamed like we've never screamed b4
high as ever when food was distributed during 3.40 when Nicholas Zhang came out
it felt like no one was paying attention coz food was more important!

damn right
everyone was more than ready when the clock strikes 4.
i swore i hated soya milk since the 4 packs a day thingy.
but whoah!
V-soy tasted damn good!
trust me it had more soya taste than any other soya milk brand as most ony had sugar as the main ingredient!
behoon also tasted good even though it has been sitting in the plastic bag for hours

anyway, gtg
there's still essays to be done
*signing out*



~.~.~.~.~. e.N.d .~.~.~.~.~

Monday, August 16, 2010

SIGH!

yes, trial is in a months time n yes i've not prepared my self for anything
i'm too tired
i cant cope
i cant this
i cant that!


someone pls slap me!
wake me up before it's too late
i dont wanna fail anything
tho i didnt fail any subjects the last time
but i wanna get more than a 'B'
i wanna get at least a 3.5
arggghh!!!
i'm just too lazy
maybe someone should never turn on the comp
cancel all social networks
delete MSN
or throw some food in n lock me in my room
and let me out only on examination day!

pls someone help me!

wait!
the only person who can really help me now is ME!
i'll have to get in straight that
even if i do not want to enter law school
i'll still need flying colours to impress everyone who looked down on me
especially you mom n dad
i'll never be as good as them
i'm just another useless middle child or rather burden that u'll have to feed till i turn 21
the choice was never given
but all the trashing n 'polishing' made me who i am now
i'll work my way to the states
i swear!

well,
a 'study-holic' needs a nap too
so nitez



*sigining out*








~.~.~.~.~. e.N.d .~.~.~.~.~

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

jokes

Inventions

Blonde jokes

NEW INVENTIONS BY BLONDES:

The water-proof towel


Glow in the dark sunglasses


Solar powered flashlight


Submarine screen door


A book on how to read


Inflatable dart board


A dictionary index


Powdered water


Pedal powered wheel chair


Water proof tea bags


Zero proof alcohol


Reusable ice cubes


Skinless bananas


Do it yourself roadmap