Confused =S

should i consider myself lonely or better off single.......

i dont know why but i sometimes i just envy those couples out there...

but yet at the same time enjoy just flirting around and mingling around with whoever i like....

at the end of the day i still have myself to count on and to seek comfort from...

but like stated before....i still do need a shoulder, someone where i can manja with....

however, all i need now is to score high in my exams to come...to secure myself a place in uni or better yet....a full scholarship to get my ass out of this country

tata & nights

gotta sleep my night away till tomorrow,

bye

After half a million Years

Yes..........
I finally found myself time to sit in front of the comp with no external disturbance from all sorts to blurkkkk myself out...

I don't know why but i just feel freaking lazy now a days =S

sleep at 12am n wake up at 5.20am everyday.....

brush my teeth...bath n all with eyes half closed...

tie my hair for 10 mins everyday....

get out of the house at 5.50am to wait for the school bus...

reach school at 7.00 am....

wait for recess then again wait for school to end [2.20pm]

get onto the school bus to head home...

reach home by 3.30pm....then takes a nap till 7.00 pm

wakes up for dinner n does some stuff...

gets over with home work....

then repeats the whole darn routine all over again....

i begin to feel the lifeless-ness in me....living everyday as if i'm aimless

actually, to begin with...i do have an aim which i still do not have faith that it will come true

i keep telling myself to start studying but my heart & soul just refuses to listen to my mind =S

this keeps me so frustrated that headache keeps on striking =(

i've lost the courage & confidence to speak not only in public but even for a simple speaking activity for MUET!!!! now i really feel shit about my self =(

i really need someone to motivate me!!! =(

I'M BACK !!

after about a month or so....i finally found the time to update =)

coz hari ini i ter-ponteng sekolah =P

soooo many pics were taken during x'mas & new yrs's eve (≈500++)

i know it may sound crazy for 3 days but it sounds fine to me for being at my most comfortable post.....which is being both infront & behind the camera(as there were 2 DSLR cams for me to ply wit =D *tanx to daryl & dixon*)

these 3 days are the 2nd happiest moments of my 2009

on top of that...our beloved cousin also came back from aus bringing along another frend =)

well...i may not be able to upload all the pics...but i'll upload the most beautiful pics & the highlights

so lets allow the pics to tell it's side of the story =)

~.~.~.~.~. Xmas 09 .~.~.~.~.~

the cakes

the 'us'

makan time

camwhore

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~. <3>

~.~.~.~.~. post party 26/12/09 .~.~.~.~.~

the scandal

the moments

the group pics



















the posers

even 'blog-shop like' pics






my last pic of the night

~.~.~.~.~.~. E.N.D .~.~.~.~.~.~

OUR MEMORIES

i dont know why but i had a sudden feeling to just browes through all my pics in the comp...

it is really random i know....

it was just a feeling i think....

a feeling that wanted me to browes through what we've been through.....

i remember this day exactly one year ago.....

how he loved me....

how i loved him...

your promise to me....

my promise to you....

the warmth of your touch...your hug...your lips....

potong potong!!

WORKING AT KLCC PC FAIR

2 rounds in 1 night~

aunt's wedding dinner at times square~~
continued with 2nd round at loft upstairs =)

FAMILY =)

would you even try having a night out[2nd round after wedding dinner] to the clubs with parents,cousins,aunts,uncles.........

it was a bomb!!!

for the pics check out facebook account =) because i do not have the pics from the wedding & clubs as i wasnt the photographer =P

~~~~~~~~~E.N.D~~~~~~~~~~~