Wao...just realise that it's been almost 2 months since i logged in to my blog, not to mention about updating it~

Life really is busy since Uni started....

assignments waiting to due

presentations

drama

performances

exams

activities

GOSH!

Life in Uni, trust me, it sucks!

It wasn't really a smooth sail

I still really feel stressed when i'm in my hostel

the urge of crying~

to a person who rarely cries, like me

it really is something bad..........

Has REALLY been ADDICTED to BIGBANG, 2NE1, 2AM & 2PM lately......

well not just K-pop

but also top youtube sensations like WONGFU PRODUCTIONS, RYAN HIGA, D-TRIX, VICTORKIM & KEVIN WU

i also tried to be best friends with my text book, but......oh well they just seem to work better than sleeping pills......

i suppose this is all i gotta say for now coz i still have a website to post......soon~

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I'm Back? i guess?~

well, it's been quite a long time since i last logged in~
been too busy lately, 24 hrs a day isn't enough!
it's been almost a month now since i started life in uni =)
things are going well, new friends, new experience, new life....
there are rough times here n there but the overall is still fine~
i am still alive anyway!
exam will be in the next 2 weeks,
still not done with col activities,
still not studying,
but anyways,
still gotta survive through this tough journey right?
the right amount of pressure will produce the finest n most precious diamond i believe,
or in chinese 玉不啄,不成器.

life on campus isnt as hard as expected tho,
coz the facilities in my college is great!
we've got a gym, a karaoke room, a jamming room, bicycles for rent, a kiosk right below my room, a whole room to myself, enough bathing cubicles that cut of the hassle in the morning =) most importantly, i've made a bunch new friends,
well best friends doent have to be from the same race right?
we sleep together, eat together, go to class together, tease each n other everyday just for fun, they brought me to the medical center, bought me lunch n dinner when i wasn't feeling well
just to prove that real friendship is colour blind





i really hope that our friendship will stay n last throughout these 4 yrs n forever more =)


















signing out~
needs take a nap~
even though it's already 7.40 in the evening
but yeah~

~.~.~.~.~ E.n.D ~.~.~.~.~

难过了不要告诉别人，因为别人不在乎

难过了不要告诉别人，因为别人不在乎

难过了，不要告诉别人，别人永远都不可能明白在你的立场上的感受。

难过了，静静的蹲下来抱着自己，让眼泪尽情的洒落，

难过了，拿着镜子看看此刻的自己，让真实浮现眼前。

难过了，默默的将自己隐藏起来，让空虚掩盖一切 难过了，闭眼倾听周围的声音，让自己沉浸在喧嚣中。

难过了，不必告诉别人，自己的悲伤为何要别人也承担呢

难过了，可以假装快乐，和别人一起兴奋时就能遗忘了自己

难过了，仍然安慰别的伤心者，你会发现自己也在受益，当局者迷而已 ，

难过了，听音乐，就让音乐把它带走.

有谁不曾难过

有谁还会记得过去的不再从来又何必去苦想忘掉…

用微笑渲泄悲伤自己的伤悲除了自己别人永远体会不到，

心里的烦恼自己压下去，好好对自己，

来到这个世界不容易，让自己洒脱一点，

哪怕是假装的，也要伪装成快乐的那一个..........

lonely~

yes i feel the same~
and yes it hurts~


*supports YG entertainment!

DAESUNG PLEASE BE STRONG!
ALL OF US VIPS ARE WORRIED SICK ABOUT YOU! WE MISS YOU SO MUCH!
please dont let anything happen to you! all the best smiling angel! we'll wait for you!

W.O.R.K

can we escape from this word of reality just for a moment~
i cant stop thinking of beach holidays,
since i already have my new beach body,
all i need now are new beach gears,
what i need are :
a new pair of bikini,
a new pair of goggles(or maybe not),
a new pair of flops,
a new water proof mascara,
a new water proof eyeliner,
and i'm set to go.

but the problem is,
everyone's busy and so am i,
it's quite difficult to match up everybody's time :/
which is quite sad to say.

i wanna sit on the beach like that, listening to nothing but the waves













i wanna release them balloons & hallucinate that i'm one of them






















i wanna see the sun rise and fall














i wanna share those secrets to the stars

















i wanna take pictures till the cam shouts at me to stop

















i want this trip to come true
before i start the torturous journey of studies all over again~
mercy please
i need an escape!

YAY! I'M OFFICIALLY OLD! =(

NO MORE TEEN~

on the bright side

i get to go to clubs just like that =)

BIGBANG BIGBANG~

u have got to fall in love with him!

can't believe my sister got me into this k-pop thingy

well the only boy band i would support is them =)

i mean maybe even from the entire j/k-pop industry~

2nd fav

this 1 really chili api la

short but damn cute

talented & hot!

hell yeah they should be back!

sometimes i just simply enjoy reading to run away from reality

and to let those imagination come to life and take the shit in reality away

but reality has to be this cruel by hitting you harder when u try to run away from it

there is no such thing as a oh-so-perfectly-romantically-charmingly-lovingly-fairytalelike-significant other....

slap your self please..erm i mean slap me please

wake me up if i'm dreaming

bring me back to this cruel real world

oh wait...the time is 0013

i am suppose to go to slumber land

hold it n dont wack me yet

i'll read one more chapter and then go to bed =)

*~*~*~ SiGnInG OfF ~*~*~*

I'M BACK?

LOL, now a days i just feel too tired to stay online for long.

I have to drag myself out of bed to shower to get dressed to put on make up to put on shoes to get in to the car to get out of the car TO GET TO WORK~

Finally i realize that i have a blog

and i've left it hanging for ages

gosh!

I sometimes feel that u actually care for me, telling me to sleep early, telling me good night& sweet dreams with a heart sign, telling me good morning with a smilley face, telling me to bath, telling me i stink, telling me to eat. But most of the time i feel that u're treating me so cold. The feeling of winter lasts longer and more than the feeling of summer. And yes i hug that furry ugly bear u gave to me for christmas to sleep coz it feel warm =')

I actually feel comfortable when i was completely resting on your arm, literally hugging it that day & how you kept me warm just leaning on your arm having to realize that u didnt mind and how close your face was to mine when we talked.

Deep down somewhere, maybe not there or there either but somewhere you really care for me.

Maybe i've never imagining me liking someone your type but honestly i kinda do, yet i still dont know why & how or since when.

And yes this is for u <3

it's raining again =(=

下雨天了怎么办 我好想你.....

love life by the end of this year? for taurus? for the sheep?

桃花就快会盛放吗?

i didn't mean to hurt anyone

it was already fishy from the biggining

when he said bout things

when friends started to treat us with queer eyes

when i got even closer to **K

why didn't he wanna say anything to me anymore?

why didn't he wanna make me laugh anymore?

why didn't he laugh with me anymore?

why is he keeping a distance from **K n i?

is it because **K is his bro~

if so why dont he confront me?

he said he'll tell me when the time is right who the 'her' he was referring to in all his posts

the 'her' that made him smile

that made him happy

that made his day

making the 1st move is all it takes

it's not my fault

in this battle ground

there is no one to blame

it is always on a 1st come 1st serve basis

no one is wrong & no one is right

things that are yours will be yours

thing that are not will never be

why cry over spilt milk?

i am human too

i'm eliminating my self from this battle ground for the time being

i aint settling my self down with anyone

we've got better more epic things coming up

i'm matured enough

i can choose & make decisions for my self

if **K can move gradually without making things too obvious

keeping a safe distance till it's right

why cant he?

it's been days since we've talked n laughed

it's been days **K has been keeping me company for hours

although we're all in the same room

doing the exact same things

why didnt he come n sit by me

or in front of me?

you wouldnt know

what if **K is just treating me as his best friend/bro

it's not like you dont know me

i'm a girl who acts like a boy~

if he were in to me

am i just a replacement?

i dont wanna be

sigh

can we just put this a side

come back another day to settle this

i am tired

i am tired

i am tired

i am very tired

i am clear about my aim

my goal

i want a 4.0

i want a part time job

that can get me a dslr by june

sigh

lets just call it a day

bath

brush teeth

change into PJs

flicks the switch

closes eyes

dose off

p/s : if i were to choose it'll be K

DRAMA DRAMA~

too much have been happening recently,

stpm in another 33 days =S

shit! i better get of the net now...

bye!

HELP NEEDED!

http://htcwildfirecontest.com/main/view.php?id=64

HELP CLICK ON THE LINK THEN CLICK ON THE LIKE BUTTON PLS =)

STEP UP 3!

THE BOMB

i dont mind paying n watching it again!

but next time no normal 3D for me!

it sucked big time i nearly wanted a refund for the 3D price,

but the movie was an epic WIN

so the next round will be at IMAX =)

the best 3D so far

i learnt my lesson for watching normal 3D

it was not much of a difference from 2D

the glasses where rather annoying coz it was too big n not clear enough that it gave me a headache!

so to all of u out there,

go watch it at IMAX!

i'm gonna watch it for the 2nd time during the sept hols =)

*signing out*

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30 HRS FAMINE =)

one of the best experience of all =)

however, having too much soya bean milk is something not to do.

4 packets of soya milk n 2 packs of chocolate milk causes sugar rush!

trust me, everybody was high!

playing snake n ladders while blasting snsd

to be specific it was 'superman chess' & 'football chess'

19 yrs old having so much fun making so much noise

chasing each other!

the girls oso had a damn good time 'raping' the guys[2 guys]

who then escaped from the window of the girls room

every1 was screaming n laughing at the same time

looking like zombies the next day!

headache, yawning, sleeping at the stadium during the concert

despite the loud music n shinning spotlights

we were too tired to respond to anything

but when fish came out, every1 jumped n screamed like we've never screamed b4

high as ever when food was distributed during 3.40 when Nicholas Zhang came out

it felt like no one was paying attention coz food was more important!

damn right

everyone was more than ready when the clock strikes 4.

i swore i hated soya milk since the 4 packs a day thingy.

but whoah!

V-soy tasted damn good!

trust me it had more soya taste than any other soya milk brand as most ony had sugar as the main ingredient!

behoon also tasted good even though it has been sitting in the plastic bag for hours

anyway, gtg

there's still essays to be done

*signing out*

~.~.~.~.~. e.N.d .~.~.~.~.~

SIGH!

yes, trial is in a months time n yes i've not prepared my self for anything

i'm too tired

i cant cope

i cant this

i cant that!

someone pls slap me!

wake me up before it's too late

i dont wanna fail anything

tho i didnt fail any subjects the last time

but i wanna get more than a 'B'

i wanna get at least a 3.5

arggghh!!!

i'm just too lazy

maybe someone should never turn on the comp

cancel all social networks

delete MSN

or throw some food in n lock me in my room

and let me out only on examination day!

pls someone help me!

wait!

the only person who can really help me now is ME!

i'll have to get in straight that

even if i do not want to enter law school

i'll still need flying colours to impress everyone who looked down on me

especially you mom n dad

i'll never be as good as them

i'm just another useless middle child or rather burden that u'll have to feed till i turn 21

the choice was never given

but all the trashing n 'polishing' made me who i am now

i'll work my way to the states

i swear!

well,

a 'study-holic' needs a nap too

so nitez

*sigining out*

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jokes

Inventions

Blonde jokes

NEW INVENTIONS BY BLONDES:

The water-proof towel

Glow in the dark sunglasses

Solar powered flashlight

Submarine screen door

A book on how to read

Inflatable dart board

A dictionary index

Powdered water

Pedal powered wheel chair

Water proof tea bags

Zero proof alcohol

Reusable ice cubes

Skinless bananas

Do it yourself roadmap

Why do we give a crap about what other people

do sometimes? Or what people think of us?

We love to have fun, in our own ways.

So why should we stop doing something

that one or two people dont like but everyone

else does??? That doesnt make any sense!

And we dont like it when people make rude

remarks from someone so why say them to others?

It hurts them and it hurts us! Whats That all about?

People are trying to be mean because

they sometimes need to put people down

to feel better about themselves,

thats mainly why we make fun of others

or put them down. so why cant we have

satisfaction in other stuff? That doesnt include

making people sad and depressed, and stuff like that?

Why are we making people sad just to make

ourselves feel better? If you really think of it

people do it every day sometimes.

Examples:

1. oh im better than

them because they do this.

2. they cant do this

as well as i can.

Yes this is a way of putting yourself

above others, when it is true, but they

probably are better than you in some way.

So dont put down others to put yourself up.

it does not accomplish anything, and that just

makes everything harder, when life

should be made easier, because people

would enjoye it more!

Dont do soemthing just for your own selfish

emotions in a way that hurts others,

do something that helps you

and doesnt hurt anyone else. There are

other ways, accomplish something,

Practice what you arnt good at make it so your

good at whatever it is that your not good at.

But dont take your frustration, anger, sadness,

depression or anything like that out on other

people. Its just Not Healthy for the world.

FEMME CITY 2010 AT KLCC

clothes, bags, scarfs, etc

the bff contest

aunty playing wii

the guys

there were live performance

fav deco of all

the girls =)

guess who we bumped into

y-kin....after 2 yrs

in the lrt on the way home =) [disgusting art]

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