perfectly done

2011-11-29T00:59:00.005+08:00

Wao...just realise that it's been almost 2 months since i logged in to my blog, not to mention about updating it~

Life really is busy since Uni started....

assignments waiting to due

presentations

drama

performances

exams

activities

GOSH!

Life in Uni, trust me, it sucks!

It wasn't really a smooth sail

I still really feel stressed when i'm in my hostel

the urge of crying~

to a person who rarely cries, like me

it really is something bad..........

Has REALLY been ADDICTED to BIGBANG, 2NE1, 2AM & 2PM lately......

well not just K-pop

but also top youtube sensations like WONGFU PRODUCTIONS, RYAN HIGA, D-TRIX, VICTORKIM & KEVIN WU

i also tried to be best friends with my text book, but......oh well they just seem to work better than sleeping pills......

i suppose this is all i gotta say for now coz i still have a website to post......soon~

~.~.~.~.~. e.N.d .~.~.~.~.~

I'm Back? i guess?~

2011-10-02T19:29:00.005+08:00

well, it's been quite a long time since i last logged in~
been too busy lately, 24 hrs a day isn't enough!
it's been almost a month now since i started life in uni =)
things are going well, new friends, new experience, new life....
there are rough times here n there but the overall is still fine~
i am still alive anyway!
exam will be in the next 2 weeks,
still not done with col activities,
still not studying,
but anyways,
still gotta survive through this tough journey right?
the right amount of pressure will produce the finest n most precious diamond i believe,
or in chinese 玉不啄,不成器.

life on campus isnt as hard as expected tho,
coz the facilities in my college is great!
we've got a gym, a karaoke room, a jamming room, bicycles for rent, a kiosk right below my room, a whole room to myself, enough bathing cubicles that cut of the hassle in the morning =) most importantly, i've made a bunch new friends,
well best friends doent have to be from the same race right?
we sleep together, eat together, go to class together, tease each n other everyday just for fun, they brought me to the medical center, bought me lunch n dinner when i wasn't feeling well
just to prove that real friendship is colour blind

i really hope that our friendship will stay n last throughout these 4 yrs n forever more =)

signing out~
needs take a nap~
even though it's already 7.40 in the evening
but yeah~

~.~.~.~.~ E.n.D ~.~.~.~.~

难过了不要告诉别人，因为别人不在乎

2011-07-04T15:37:00.004+08:00

难过了不要告诉别人，因为别人不在乎

难过了，不要告诉别人，别人永远都不可能明白在你的立场上的感受。

难过了，静静的蹲下来抱着自己，让眼泪尽情的洒落，

难过了，拿着镜子看看此刻的自己，让真实浮现眼前。

难过了，默默的将自己隐藏起来，让空虚掩盖一切难过了，闭眼倾听周围的声音，让自己沉浸在喧嚣中。

难过了，不必告诉别人，自己的悲伤为何要别人也承担呢

难过了，可以假装快乐，和别人一起兴奋时就能遗忘了自己

难过了，仍然安慰别的伤心者，你会发现自己也在受益，当局者迷而已，

难过了，听音乐，就让音乐把它带走.

有谁不曾难过

有谁还会记得过去的不再从来又何必去苦想忘掉…

用微笑渲泄悲伤自己的伤悲除了自己别人永远体会不到，

心里的烦恼自己压下去，好好对自己，

来到这个世界不容易，让自己洒脱一点，

哪怕是假装的，也要伪装成快乐的那一个..........

lonely~

2011-06-27T15:54:00.005+08:00

yes i feel the same~
and yes it hurts~

*supports YG entertainment!

DAESUNG PLEASE BE STRONG!
ALL OF US VIPS ARE WORRIED SICK ABOUT YOU! WE MISS YOU SO MUCH!
please dont let anything happen to you! all the best smiling angel! we'll wait for you!

W.O.R.K

2011-05-20T11:30:00.016+08:00

can we escape from this word of reality just for a moment~
i cant stop thinking of beach holidays,
since i already have my new beach body,
all i need now are new beach gears,
what i need are :
a new pair of bikini,
a new pair of ~~goggles~~(or maybe not),
a new pair of flops,
a new water proof mascara,
a new water proof eyeliner,
and i'm set to go.

but the problem is,
everyone's busy and so am i,
it's quite difficult to match up everybody's time :/
which is quite sad to say.

i wanna sit on the beach like that, listening to nothing but the waves

i wanna release them balloons & hallucinate that i'm one of them

i wanna see the sun rise and fall

i wanna share those secrets to the stars

i wanna take pictures till the cam shouts at me to stop

i want this trip to come true
before i start the torturous journey of studies all over again~
mercy please
i need an escape!

2011-05-14T00:56:00.001+08:00

YAY! I'M OFFICIALLY OLD! =(

NO MORE TEEN~

on the bright side

i get to go to clubs just like that =)

BIGBANG BIGBANG~

2011-05-07T22:00:00.007+08:00

u have got to fall in love with him!

can't believe my sister got me into this k-pop thingy

well the only boy band i would support is them =)

i mean maybe even from the entire j/k-pop industry~

2nd fav

this 1 really chili api la

short but damn cute

talented & hot!

hell yeah they should be back!

2011-03-11T23:56:00.000+08:00

sometimes i just simply enjoy reading to run away from reality

and to let those imagination come to life and take the shit in reality away

but reality has to be this cruel by hitting you harder when u try to run away from it

there is no such thing as a oh-so-perfectly-romantically-charmingly-lovingly-fairytalelike-significant other....

slap your self please..erm i mean slap me please

wake me up if i'm dreaming

bring me back to this cruel real world

oh wait...the time is 0013

i am suppose to go to slumber land

hold it n dont wack me yet

i'll read one more chapter and then go to bed =)

*~*~*~ SiGnInG OfF ~*~*~*

I'M BACK?

2011-03-11T23:23:00.000+08:00

LOL, now a days i just feel too tired to stay online for long.

I have to drag myself out of bed to shower to get dressed to put on make up to put on shoes to get in to the car to get out of the car TO GET TO WORK~

Finally i realize that i have a blog

and i've left it hanging for ages

gosh!

I sometimes feel that u actually care for me, telling me to sleep early, telling me good night& sweet dreams with a heart sign, telling me good morning with a smilley face, telling me to bath, telling me i stink, telling me to eat. But most of the time i feel that u're treating me so cold. The feeling of winter lasts longer and more than the feeling of summer. And yes i hug that furry ugly bear u gave to me for christmas to sleep coz it feel warm =')

I actually feel comfortable when i was completely resting on your arm, literally hugging it that day & how you kept me warm just leaning on your arm having to realize that u didnt mind and how close your face was to mine when we talked.

Deep down somewhere, maybe not there or there either but somewhere you really care for me.

Maybe i've never imagining me liking someone your type but honestly i kinda do, yet i still dont know why & how or since when.

And yes this is for u <3

it's raining again =(=

2010-11-18T19:17:00.000+08:00

下雨天了怎么办我好想你.....

love life by the end of this year? for taurus? for the sheep?

桃花就快会盛放吗?

i didn't mean to hurt anyone

it was already fishy from the biggining

when he said bout things

when friends started to treat us with queer eyes

when i got even closer to **K

why didn't he wanna say anything to me anymore?

why didn't he wanna make me laugh anymore?

why didn't he laugh with me anymore?

why is he keeping a distance from **K n i?

is it because **K is his bro~

if so why dont he confront me?

he said he'll tell me when the time is right who the 'her' he was referring to in all his posts

the 'her' that made him smile

that made him happy

that made his day

making the 1st move is all it takes

it's not my fault

in this battle ground

there is no one to blame

it is always on a 1st come 1st serve basis

no one is wrong & no one is right

things that are yours will be yours

thing that are not will never be

why cry over spilt milk?

i am human too

i'm eliminating my self from this battle ground for the time being

i aint settling my self down with anyone

we've got better more epic things coming up

i'm matured enough

i can choose & make decisions for my self

if **K can move gradually without making things too obvious

keeping a safe distance till it's right

why cant he?

it's been days since we've talked n laughed

it's been days **K has been keeping me company for hours

although we're all in the same room

doing the exact same things

why didnt he come n sit by me

or in front of me?

you wouldnt know

what if **K is just treating me as his best friend/bro

it's not like you dont know me

i'm a girl who acts like a boy~

if he were in to me

am i just a replacement?

i dont wanna be

sigh

can we just put this a side

come back another day to settle this

i am tired

i am very tired

i am clear about my aim

my goal

i want a 4.0

i want a part time job

that can get me a dslr by june

sigh

lets just call it a day

bath

brush teeth

change into PJs

flicks the switch

closes eyes

dose off

p/s : if i were to choose it'll be K

DRAMA DRAMA~

2010-10-21T22:04:00.000+08:00

too much have been happening recently,

stpm in another 33 days =S

shit! i better get of the net now...

bye!

HELP NEEDED!

2010-10-07T23:44:00.000+08:00

http://htcwildfirecontest.com/main/view.php?id=64

HELP CLICK ON THE LINK THEN CLICK ON THE LIKE BUTTON PLS =)

STEP UP 3!

2010-08-29T02:32:00.000+08:00

THE BOMB

i dont mind paying n watching it again!

but next time no normal 3D for me!

it sucked big time i nearly wanted a refund for the 3D price,

but the movie was an epic WIN

so the next round will be at IMAX =)

the best 3D so far

i learnt my lesson for watching normal 3D

it was not much of a difference from 2D

the glasses where rather annoying coz it was too big n not clear enough that it gave me a headache!

so to all of u out there,

go watch it at IMAX!

i'm gonna watch it for the 2nd time during the sept hols =)

*signing out*

~.~.~.~.~. e.N.d .~.~.~.~.~

30 HRS FAMINE =)

2010-08-25T22:18:00.000+08:00

one of the best experience of all =)

however, having too much soya bean milk is something not to do.

4 packets of soya milk n 2 packs of chocolate milk causes sugar rush!

trust me, everybody was high!

playing snake n ladders while blasting snsd

to be specific it was 'superman chess' & 'football chess'

19 yrs old having so much fun making so much noise

chasing each other!

the girls oso had a damn good time 'raping' the guys[2 guys]

who then escaped from the window of the girls room

every1 was screaming n laughing at the same time

looking like zombies the next day!

headache, yawning, sleeping at the stadium during the concert

despite the loud music n shinning spotlights

we were too tired to respond to anything

but when fish came out, every1 jumped n screamed like we've never screamed b4

high as ever when food was distributed during 3.40 when Nicholas Zhang came out

it felt like no one was paying attention coz food was more important!

damn right

everyone was more than ready when the clock strikes 4.

i swore i hated soya milk since the 4 packs a day thingy.

but whoah!

V-soy tasted damn good!

trust me it had more soya taste than any other soya milk brand as most ony had sugar as the main ingredient!

behoon also tasted good even though it has been sitting in the plastic bag for hours

anyway, gtg

there's still essays to be done

*signing out*

~.~.~.~.~. e.N.d .~.~.~.~.~

SIGH!

2010-08-16T17:12:00.000+08:00

yes, trial is in a months time n yes i've not prepared my self for anything

i'm too tired

i cant cope

i cant this

i cant that!

someone pls slap me!

wake me up before it's too late

i dont wanna fail anything

tho i didnt fail any subjects the last time

but i wanna get more than a 'B'

i wanna get at least a 3.5

arggghh!!!

i'm just too lazy

maybe someone should never turn on the comp

cancel all social networks

delete MSN

or throw some food in n lock me in my room

and let me out only on examination day!

pls someone help me!

wait!

the only person who can really help me now is ME!

i'll have to get in straight that

even if i do not want to enter law school

i'll still need flying colours to impress everyone who looked down on me

especially you mom n dad

i'll never be as good as them

i'm just another useless middle child or rather burden that u'll have to feed till i turn 21

the choice was never given

but all the trashing n 'polishing' made me who i am now

i'll work my way to the states

i swear!

well,

a 'study-holic' needs a nap too

so nitez

*sigining out*

~.~.~.~.~. e.N.d .~.~.~.~.~

jokes

2010-08-11T15:35:00.001+08:00

Inventions

Blonde jokes

NEW INVENTIONS BY BLONDES:

The water-proof towel

Glow in the dark sunglasses

Solar powered flashlight

Submarine screen door

A book on how to read

Inflatable dart board

A dictionary index

Powdered water

Pedal powered wheel chair

Water proof tea bags

Zero proof alcohol

Reusable ice cubes

Skinless bananas

Do it yourself roadmap

2010-08-10T18:06:00.001+08:00

Why do we give a crap about what other people

do sometimes? Or what people think of us?

We love to have fun, in our own ways.

So why should we stop doing something

that one or two people dont like but everyone

else does??? That doesnt make any sense!

And we dont like it when people make rude

remarks from someone so why say them to others?

It hurts them and it hurts us! Whats That all about?

People are trying to be mean because

they sometimes need to put people down

to feel better about themselves,

thats mainly why we make fun of others

or put them down. so why cant we have

satisfaction in other stuff? That doesnt include

making people sad and depressed, and stuff like that?

Why are we making people sad just to make

ourselves feel better? If you really think of it

people do it every day sometimes.

Examples:

1. oh im better than

them because they do this.

2. they cant do this

as well as i can.

Yes this is a way of putting yourself

above others, when it is true, but they

probably are better than you in some way.

So dont put down others to put yourself up.

it does not accomplish anything, and that just

makes everything harder, when life

should be made easier, because people

would enjoye it more!

Dont do soemthing just for your own selfish

emotions in a way that hurts others,

do something that helps you

and doesnt hurt anyone else. There are

other ways, accomplish something,

Practice what you arnt good at make it so your

good at whatever it is that your not good at.

But dont take your frustration, anger, sadness,

depression or anything like that out on other

people. Its just Not Healthy for the world.

FEMME CITY 2010 AT KLCC

2010-08-01T20:21:00.000+08:00

clothes, bags, scarfs, etc

the bff contest

aunty playing wii

the guys

there were live performance

fav deco of all

the girls =)

guess who we bumped into

y-kin....after 2 yrs

in the lrt on the way home =) [disgusting art]

~.~.~.~.~ e.N.d.~.~.~.~.~

2010-07-26T17:18:00.000+08:00

it's been the 6th day since we talked

we just ignore each other like we've never knew each other

u think i dont care but i do

u might think that i'm still angry

yes i am!

i'm angry bout u not knowing how u differentiate between a lie n the truth!

i'm angry when people say her name

i'm angry when the way she try to catch unnecessary attention by putting other people down

n yet u still do not seem to realize her tactics

guys do fall easier for easier girls

who go all crying n weak

so they can feel a sense of macho-ness in their unmacho little self

they just rather go for easier targets who plead n beg for attention n 'sympathy'

wanting fame n getting through wrong means

yes that's her i'm talking bout

short

shapeless

small eyes

no personality

liar

faker

drama queen

i've never hated someone this much for this 19 years of my life

*signing out*

p/s : just wait n karma will hit u like a full speed bullet train

~.~.~.~.~. e.N.d .~.~.~.~.~

fed up!

2010-07-21T17:42:00.000+08:00

no matter what u say, words cant bring me down!

i know exactly how it feels when someone stabs u in the back & throw shit to ur face

i know how exactly how it feels when someone turns their back on u

when u trust them in a way that they refuse to trust u back

i'm really disappointed that out of a few friends there must be an existence of such a 'friend'it isnt the 1st time

it hurts in a way that no one actually sees ur wound

it hurts in a way that no one knows

it hurts so bad that even tears refuse to flow for such a reason

to an extend that it's a waste

it hurts in a way that even talking about it hurts

it hurts in a way that the wound bleeds internally

it hurts in a way that i dont wanna go through this for the 3rd time

do i have to cry infront of u so that u can trust me?

am i not as fragile to u?

am i that strong in ur eyes?

am i not trustworthy to u?

are my 'stories' [which is apparently the truth] not as real as her's?

do u not know me enough to trust me?

or is it because u've known her before u knew me?

do i appear as such a person to u?

if it is so then go ahead

if it is so then get away from my life

if it is so then i no longer know u

if it is so then i'm on my way to my own path

i'm returning to my metal form towards u

cold n hard

n it's not gonna change

p/s : it's just a disappointment when u trust her instead of a thousand other of us

cheer 2010

2010-07-12T17:14:00.002+08:00

a total of 1350 pics were taken for 2 days of cheer

but only a few of my fav squads

pics are currently not with me so i'll get it up when i have them

not all pics where satisfying

but i'll get them up anyway

i'll consider on getting a better lens for the cam so pics will come out better

i'm also planning on getting a casing so that i'll be able to bring the cam under water

for our water baby moments =) coz swimming is by far the fav pass time XD

until next time

*signing out*

~.~.~.~.~ e.N.d ~.~.~.~.~

Toy Story 3 =D

2010-06-10T20:53:00.001+08:00

i cant wait!

who wanna join me?!

i've been waiting for YEARS!!!

so bugger off all u little kids!

since toy story 2 i've been waiting for this

& u weren't even born yet!

to all my buddies,

we must catch it on 3D =D

ADDICTION =)

2010-05-31T22:19:00.000+08:00

Baskin Robbins =)

only on the 31th

anyway

since approximately a month ago our gang has been addicted to badminton XD

it is undeniably fun to just sweat!

without a doubt we are slowly regaining our strength on our arm

i'm not sure about the others but it's definitely happening for me =)

get up early in the morning

have breakfast

stretch

then badminton session starts =)

in stead of playing the normal single or double games

we actually really enjoy the triple players thingy

it's just funny to see someone guarding the net

1 guarding the left back

1 guarding the right back

but when the ball falls to the center

everyone just stares at the ball, blankly

then bursts into laughter asking each other 'why didn't you fetch it?!'

then the always answer 'i thought u fetch ma!'

& the always game is the smashing game

it's either they smash the net or smash the opponents

which always tests my avoiding skills

balls that hit me are 1 out of 10

any how

2 hrs just seem to pass to freaking fast

the games are over

get changed

the out of the building

but as usual

we'll all stone down stairs just to decide where to go next

go makan or go home

the games are getting less tiring coz we're getting used to it already

saturday game are like a must

beside exercising

it is also a very good way to build better friendships

p/s: the ketul gang rocks [inside joke XD]

I'm Officially Back =)

2010-05-27T16:58:00.000+08:00

to come to realize my last post was like more than q month ago...

i also got a new hair cut...

which dudes start to call me 'man with boobs' =.=|||

with minimum make up

with slightly more make up + coloured cons

well basically,

first and foremost,

exams was on for the past 2 weeks n my papers ended today,

juz the 6 of us out of the whole form6!

cool right!

life turned hectic and my daily routine kept changing...

even for my birthday we juz had dinner blew the candles the every1 went to bed

now a day i feel like i'm a kid all over again..

not physically nor mentally,

or even my life style,

it's juz the bed time! i mean the time for me to go to bed not the time for me to wake up...

i know it does sound kinda sad

but life still has to go on right...

* daily routine :

- 4am/5am = get out of bed & into the shower

- 5.10am = do homework/study

- 6am = eat breakfast

- 6.15am = get my ass into the car n rides to school looking like zombie with frends

- 6.40am = reaches school enters class sleeps

- 7am = toilet session

- 7.20am = waits for assembly never stops chattering

- 7.40am = back to class looking like a zombie once again waits for recess

- 11.15am = recess =) <3

- 11.35am = recess ands =(

- 2.20pm = finally!!! =)

- 2.30pm = stays back for curricular activities or for study group

- 5pm = goes home tired like never before

- 8pm = dinner

- 9pm = homework

- 10.30pm = bed time [like i said, only kids go to bed at this time of the day =) which makes me a kid as well ]

..........

then the whole cycle continues

well the happiest moment of my week shall be during saturdays coz it's badminton session like usual =) instead of going on diets that will never work, exercising is always the best

it may sound rather boring

but trust me

with a bunch of crazy frends around

life can never be better =)

~.~.~.~.~ e.N.d ~.~.~.~.~

THO I DIDNT GET THRU =)

2010-04-13T17:52:00.000+08:00

ppl have been asking 'how was it yesterday[9/4/10]'

when my answer is the same...

laughs sarcastically saying 'why u wanna know'

coz it is rather embarrassing to let them down coz of my own selfishness

honestly, i didnt wanna go for auditions in the 1st place...

i didnt know how i got it to semi-finals

which i also wanted to back out

but under all those pressure from teachers n friends

i still worked on my script reluctantly

editing day n night so i dont feel stupid when presenting it

sorry adrian after all the hard work n sacrificing ur sleeping hours just to help me

i truly am sorry...if u so happen to read this

i was already damn nervous the day before the semi

took my turn on the stage for voice testing

i really wanted to back out! seriously!!

i just felt like hiding my self....but shit happens and life sucks

i still woke up the next morning

bathed n get ready

soaked in sweat, cold sweat the whole morning

couldnt seat the whole morning till noon

my throat hurt, my legs trembling, my palm sweating, my heart pounding, my mind unable to focus....

i'm not going thru this shit anymore

it was more of a waste of time...

imagine what i could have achieved with that time spent on the worthless comp....

some might hate me for saying this

i know i shud be proud of my self being the lucky 50 out of the whole country to make it there,

i am, and i am thankful for having every1 supporting me

thank all of you who wished me luck =)

tho i didnt make it but what counts is the experience gained n the frens made =)

p/s : not going for this sort of comp anymore coz i have better things to do in life than wasting it like that

~.~.~.~.~ e.N.d ~.~.~.~.~

BOYS LIKE GIRLS ~GO~

2010-03-29T19:56:00.000+08:00

Little change of the heart,
little light in the dark
little hope that you just might find
your way up outta here
cause you’ve been hiding for days,
wasted and wasting away
but I’ve got a little hope
that today you’ll face your fears
yeah I know it’s not easy,
I know that it’s hard
follow the lights to the city

get up and go,
take a chance and be strong
you can’t spend your whole life
holding on
don’t look back just go,
take a breath, move along
you can’t spend your whole life
holding on
you can’t spend your whole life
holding on

Believe the tunnel can end, believe your body can mend
yeah I know you can make it through,
cause I believe in you
So let’s go put up a fight,
let’s go make everything all right
go on and take a shot,
go give it all you’ve got
oh yeah I know it’s not easy,
I know that it’s hard
know it’s not always pretty

get up and go,
take a chance and be strong
you can’t spend your whole life
holding on
don’t look back just go,
take a breath, move along
you can’t spend your whole life
holding on
you can’t spend your whole life
holding on

Don’t wanna wake up to the telephone ring
are you sitting down?
I need to tell you something
enough is enough;
you can stop waiting to breathe
and don’t wait up for me

get up and go,
take a chance and be strong
you can’t spend your whole life
holding on
don’t look back just go,
take a breath, move along
you can’t spend your whole life
holding on
you can’t spend your whole life
holding on

get up and go,
take a chance and be strong
you can’t spend your whole life
holding on
don’t look back just go,
take a breath, move along
you can’t spend your whole life
holding on
you can’t spend your whole life
holding on
yeah yeah

A PICTURE SAYS A THOUSAND WORDS~

2010-03-19T18:18:00.001+08:00

tiring day but everything paid off coz we all made it happen

pictures of the day which spoke more than a million words

and memories worth keeping!

BEGINNER'S LUCK YO~

2010-03-19T15:19:00.000+08:00

i know it's kinda late to post bout this...since most already know~

well....to begin with....

tell me should i be happy or the other way round

that i made it through the auditions n got to the semi-finals

i'm not talking bout singing or drama

but public speaking...

i actually thought of chickening out the night before the auditions

but yet i woke up early as planned

got ready n went to school to meet up with the others

gathered n boarded the bus n got anxious

during the 1hr journey

all we talked about was things to do with the pre-u council

tho i'm not a part of the exco but yet....

discussed bout a trip or to have prom

amazingly 90% agreed to have a senior's prom

a memorable 1

outside of school

we even discussed bout the dress code

after all...it is still a high school prom n there should be some restrictions to it

discussed bout how to convince the teachers not to attend =) [what all students hope for]

but sadly it was very very very difficult to come up with a proper theme

that wouldnt sound to kiddy

that wouldnt sound to pervert

that would suit our age & would sound appropriate

before you know it...

an hr passed n we're there

had lunch

then straight to segi

we reached early & got to see the early auditions

just a few of them

then suddenly came to realize that my phone was missing

thought of all possibilities n came up with a conclusion that it might still be at the restaurant

i must have dropped it there

tanx to both of my brothers who was willing to acc me back there to look for it

another 15 mins walk to the restaurant.....

asked around

amazingly lucky

they had my phone n kindly returned it to me

not mentioning bout the missed calls from adrian who was dialing to hope that some1 might pick it up....with a record breaking 27 missed calls =S [tanx bro]

and another 15 mins walk back there =S

missed the briefing but wasnt anything much near important anyway

got into the theater hall n to our respective seats

n waited for our title while other participants took their shot

it was 1 of those worst 2 hrs of my life

i couldnt pay any attention to those before me

all i hear is noise n words i couldnt put together to for any meaning

30 mins before my shot

i finally got my title

'poverty'

like shit

not as difficult as some other titles before mine....

couldnt remember much of what happened till i was done with my script

i wrote a 3mins speech in just a few mins n took 10 mins to practice

cold sweat from my palm wetting my script as i re-entered the hall waiting for my turn

when my name was called

i nearly fainted

my heart was about to beat it's way out of my throat

my hand were shaking quite obviously according to frens n family who watched

i admit...it was killing every bit of my nerves every second i spent on that stage

it was a relief when the bell rang at the 2nd min

stopped right before the 3rd min n earned myself a yellow card....

whooooo! relief at last for real

said good bye to my fellow frens who just like me...got a yellow card

thin chance of getting through anyway i thought n said

so no point waiting

got changed n went off with my sis

letting down of all that stress

we had our tea at old town

chat for near 1hr

we went off to pick another sis

on the way there...

my bro called to inform me bout the results of who made it thru

he was all happy to tell me that i was the only 1 who made it

*i froze*

*still trying to proses the words told*

wtf! no way! i shouted

that means more stress on my shoulders

as i'm the only person [a girl] to represent a boy school

like shit!

#$**&$#%^$&^(*^*(&(%^$#$@$-ed for another 5 mins

we hung up

the celebration for my 'victory'

we had a drinking session at ttdi plaza at 11.30 that night till 2am

and continued with mamak session n came up with another inside joke called 'are you sober?'

the day was tiring and stressing

but the night was the total opposite

tanx to those who wished me luck before n after the auditions

tanx to those who helped me

for the up coming semi-finals

wish me luck ppl

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~. E-n-D.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

STRESS LIKE SHIT! =(

2010-03-06T23:50:00.000+08:00

although some people say

"it's juz ujian selaras....so what la...doesnt prove anything"

bt i still dont feel like failing anything...

it's because it is not full paper that's why 1 question can carry more marks than usual =(

arrggghhh!!

i still find myself in the relax state...

n i can feel that fever is on the rise....

wanna stay well for exam =(

fortunately....

frends around me...just like myself

are trying to do something to kick start n motivate each other to study

staying back in school for study group instead of going home asap to sleep =)

somehow....1/3 of the time of our study group was about gossiping =)

what we all enjoy most =D

hopefully we can keep the good work up...studying i mean not gossiping XD

anyway it's 0024 hr now....

it's best to sleep early...

so i better get going...

tuck my self in & zZz

nitez....or good morning =)

wish me all the best for the coming week of stress n exams =)

~_~_~_~_~ e.N.d~_~_~_~_~

为何？

2010-02-26T11:10:00.000+08:00

亲爱的，到了此时此刻是该听时间的话，真的，坚决地放开手了！

对我的自私和固执，再多的坚持说要挽留着我，到头来始终都在白费你我的时间，你我的精神和你的心血。

或许是因我的过分要求让我自己都喘不过气来！

使我不知所措，才做出了这个残酷的决定。

单方面固执地认为你的好变成了你的弱点，你的软弱让我失去安全感，你的过于关心让我看透了你的不够成熟。

到了现在，都已过了半年，我还是无法面对你，因为我知道是我伤害你太深，使你在精神上受到了不必要的折磨和处罚，更加没面子去对着你妈。

我知道是我欠了你，我对不起你，三番四次地推了你的约会,虽然我知道你或许你只是想要和我抱歉，但真正该说对不起的是我。。。

放开我这个心灵上的包袱吧，让你自己去寻找一个比我好，会体贴，会体谅你的好女孩！

p/s:只要记住以往你我美好的回忆，把我当作知心朋友就已足够了，如果你选择忘了我，也是情有可原。。。。

CNY =)

2010-02-18T02:18:00.000+08:00

it's the 5th day of CNY =)
have been eating eating eating drinking drinking & gambling =)
sleeps in the morning & gets up during noon =)
life's like a pig =)
bt very very unfortunately.....i did fuck all of my assignments.....
i didnt even bother to open my text books to study =S
exam wil be in a week after CNY =(
i still know fuck all bout what i'm studying...=(
it makes me feel like shit bout my self =(
why i aint studying like how other ppl are...?
why m i still sleeping my hrs away..?
why m i still at this relaxed state..?
arent i suppose to be studying?

i hope that my promise towards my self will come true that i'll start really studying hard with
no more afternoon snoozes!
no more TV!
no more on9ing for more than an hr!
read every page of the news paper!
do all my home works!
sleep b4 12.30am during weekdays!
start exercising!
do not gain anymore weight as i m very fat!
drink less alcohol!
quite clubing till STPM kisses my ass goodbye!!
quite spending money till i save my first rm3000 to get a DSLR!
drink more water!
cut down on caffein!
get rid of the panada eyes!
lastly, apply more lotion!!!!

"promise me you can do it!!"

yes i know i can coz i know this will all pay off at the end of the day!
get good results!
get a scholarship!
get in good shape![not round]
get rid of excess fats n tummy!
get rid of pealing skin!
get rid of pimples!!
get back my pack!!!!
get back my glow!!!
get back my smile!
get my heart fixed!
get my 1st DSLR!
hopefully, get a puppy =)!

happy CNY ppl,
it's 2.33am,18feb10

~~~~~EnD~~~~~

2010 BABEH!

2010-02-14T02:54:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE EVERYWHERE!

I dont know why but it seems that cny is kinda early this year around that there is too little time for me to get into the mood!

no time for new clothes

no time for new pants

no time for new shoes

no time for new hair

basically

no time for everything

well any way there is definitely something this year that i wouldnt wanna get into the mood with which is valentine's day!

srew you... coz family comes 1st in what ever condition!

well it's 3 am & i'm still here right infront of the screen typing ,typing & typing!!

mayb it's time i should go to bed & get a good night snooze =)

bye ppl =)

happy CNY =)

~~~~E.n.D~~~~

2010-02-07T12:11:00.000+08:00

SIGH!

就算再给夺我一个机会。。。

我还是回选择和你分手。。。

但是还是挺羡慕街上看到的一对对的情侣。。。

自己看到会觉得有点遗憾。。。有点不舍。。

但是到现在我觉得我以往的决定的确是正确的。。

我的不舍，遗憾，都不会是后悔。。。

虽然如此，我还是很需要一个人来当依靠，来撒娇，来疼惜。。。

希望在来临的恋爱的季节里能够找到好桃花。。

毕竟我还是外强内弱无助的女孩。。。

MAN are the cause off all the problem

2010-02-06T15:58:00.000+08:00

Woman has Man in it;
Mrs. has Mr . in it;
Female has Male in it;
She has He in it;
Madam has Adam in it;
Okay, Okay, it all makes sense now...
I never looked at it this way before:

Ever notice how all of women's problems start with MEN?

MENtal illness
MENstrual cramps
MENtal breakdown
MENopause
GUYnecologist
AND ..
When we have REAL trouble, it's a
HISterectomy.

Confused =S

2010-02-04T23:14:00.000+08:00

should i consider myself lonely or better off single.......

i dont know why but i sometimes i just envy those couples out there...

but yet at the same time enjoy just flirting around and mingling around with whoever i like....

at the end of the day i still have myself to count on and to seek comfort from...

but like stated before....i still do need a shoulder, someone where i can manja with....

however, all i need now is to score high in my exams to come...to secure myself a place in uni or better yet....a full scholarship to get my ass out of this country

tata & nights

gotta sleep my night away till tomorrow,

bye

After half a million Years

2010-02-03T22:48:00.000+08:00

Yes..........
I finally found myself time to sit in front of the comp with no external disturbance from all sorts to blurkkkk myself out...

I don't know why but i just feel freaking lazy now a days =S

sleep at 12am n wake up at 5.20am everyday.....

brush my teeth...bath n all with eyes half closed...

tie my hair for 10 mins everyday....

get out of the house at 5.50am to wait for the school bus...

reach school at 7.00 am....

wait for recess then again wait for school to end [2.20pm]

get onto the school bus to head home...

reach home by 3.30pm....then takes a nap till 7.00 pm

wakes up for dinner n does some stuff...

gets over with home work....

then repeats the whole darn routine all over again....

i begin to feel the lifeless-ness in me....living everyday as if i'm aimless

actually, to begin with...i do have an aim which i still do not have faith that it will come true

i keep telling myself to start studying but my heart & soul just refuses to listen to my mind =S

this keeps me so frustrated that headache keeps on striking =(

i've lost the courage & confidence to speak not only in public but even for a simple speaking activity for MUET!!!! now i really feel shit about my self =(

i really need someone to motivate me!!! =(

I'M BACK !!

2010-01-21T12:33:00.000+08:00

after about a month or so....i finally found the time to update =)

coz hari ini i ter-ponteng sekolah =P

soooo many pics were taken during x'mas & new yrs's eve (≈500++)

i know it may sound crazy for 3 days but it sounds fine to me for being at my most comfortable post.....which is being both infront & behind the camera(as there were 2 DSLR cams for me to ply wit =D *tanx to daryl & dixon*)

these 3 days are the 2nd happiest moments of my 2009

on top of that...our beloved cousin also came back from aus bringing along another frend =)

well...i may not be able to upload all the pics...but i'll upload the most beautiful pics & the highlights

so lets allow the pics to tell it's side of the story =)

~.~.~.~.~. Xmas 09 .~.~.~.~.~

the cakes

the 'us'

makan time

camwhore

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~. <3>

~.~.~.~.~. post party 26/12/09 .~.~.~.~.~

the scandal

the moments

the group pics

the posers

even 'blog-shop like' pics

my last pic of the night

~.~.~.~.~.~. E.N.D .~.~.~.~.~.~

OUR MEMORIES

2009-12-14T23:18:00.001+08:00

i dont know why but i had a sudden feeling to just browes through all my pics in the comp...

it is really random i know....

it was just a feeling i think....

a feeling that wanted me to browes through what we've been through.....

i remember this day exactly one year ago.....

how he loved me....

how i loved him...

your promise to me....

my promise to you....

the warmth of your touch...your hug...your lips....

potong potong!!

2009-12-09T04:23:00.000+08:00

WORKING AT KLCC PC FAIR

2 rounds in 1 night~

2009-12-09T04:12:00.000+08:00

aunt's wedding dinner at times square~~
continued with 2nd round at loft upstairs =)

FAMILY =)

2009-12-08T16:54:00.000+08:00

would you even try having a night out[2nd round after wedding dinner] to the clubs with parents,cousins,aunts,uncles.........

it was a bomb!!!

for the pics check out facebook account =) because i do not have the pics from the wedding & clubs as i wasnt the photographer =P

~~~~~~~~~E.N.D~~~~~~~~~~~

~CHRISTMAS!~

2009-11-25T14:08:00.000+08:00

set up the christmas tree 2 days ago =)

it looks sooooo cute with the lights blinking & ornaments bout 10 yrs old or more =)

tho the tree isn't that big but it still brings the christmas spirit =)

so just let my pics speak =P

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MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY =)

Already Gone

2009-11-17T19:22:00.000+08:00

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

DEBATE DEBATE~~

2009-11-12T21:33:00.001+08:00

started round 2 for the debate at 8.30 right after the assembly....
once again....the adrenalin rush..whoooosh....
it was a stronger team indeed....
well....again we were the opposition & the motion was about 'parents should be punished for their children's crimes'

so we had to oppose on that......if i would say....
it was indeed to our advantage.....
the government team did give a fight which pressured us alot....
the adrenalin rush & rapid heart beat was greater than yesterday......
the fight was really really close as the comments where given....
before the results were being announced we had a thought that we were on the losing end......
with only a mere hope that we wouldnt lose with marks too far behind......
*ok......so the winning team goes to*
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*judge staring left ,right,left,right,government,opposition,government,opposition*
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*sweats,sweats,sweats*
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the opposition team.....
*stares at members with disbelieve*
*we won?*
dammit!
entering the competition with no hope of winning & only with hope for the participating marks n certificate......
we actually won 2 rounds!
bt the happiest part of joining the competition was not bout beating 2 teams in a row...
bt it was bout the experience n to get to know new friends...
every1 gave their best fight.....

ok....passes round 1 n fought thru round 2.....
now we have another round of stress! =(
had our recess......
returned to class at 10.30 to read some papers...
i found an article with the topic on 'women with bigger breast appear to be smarter'
the research was made n found that because of more hormones production,thus bigger bust can result in a bigger brain.....so guys...if u r finding for a smarter gf or wife.....find 1 with brighter headlights =)

ok back to my topic.....
3rd round started at 11.30....
our opponents appears to be form 2 juniors....
it may sound easy bt they appear to be school debaters.....
having more experience than any of our team members.....
the pressure set on us were even greater.....

teams were matched up...
positions were given...
we had a change given....
we were given the post as the government!!
the motions given & dammit!!!!
1. THBT gay marriage should be legal....
2.president barak obama shouldnt have been given the noble prize of peace...
3.human clonning should be permited....

O.O any of this topic would not benefit us at all!!
finally...with biology knowledge we chose no.3 which was the 1st choice of the opposition.....

disscussion...disscussion,discussion,disscussion
sweating not on the out side bt at the inside......
boiling more than 100º
when disscussion time was over...
we came to realise that our team do not have enough points to argue on.....
thank to the basic biology knowledge that the form2's did not have....
the fight was intense.....

we already know we were loosing....
bt the worst part was.....
we lost by 1 mark!!!
OMG!
1 mark caused us everything...
we could have won 3 rounds in a row.........

welll.......
the marks didnt really counted to me coz all i really was concern bout was the experience....

hopefuly with the experience we will improve on our speaking skills for MUET paper...
if we r able to speak for 7 minutes.....2 minutes wouldnt be a problem at all....
it also boosts courage....

so to u all out there.....
being in a debate is a very good experience.....
it may even be addictive.....
so why not give it a try =)

.............ends.............

1st TIME DEBATING =)

2009-11-11T22:43:00.000+08:00

chickened out last minute yesterday from the workshop [giving reasons like 'i have no courage to say that i have the courage' & 'i dont think i can do it in any way']

well i was fotunate enough that 1 of my classmate/team mate went for the workshop dispite me fleeing home =)

so i was thinking that hey i have to post for the form 6 cocuricular society so i mind as well get my self a certificate n some participating marks out of it.....besides the will ony be 8 teams [including my team] compiting.....so why not give it a try after the long persuading coming from my team mate....since there will be no harm done even if we do not win anything we still get certificates for participating =)

*anouncement*: participants of the debating competition pls be at the lecture hall after the assembly...
*anxiety boiling* : are u really positive u wanna take part [i ask]
*stares* : dont be such a chicken juz do it coz we can manage it [replies]
*stones at the staircase*: after 5 secs.....OK FINE! lets do it =S

puts stuff in class then heads to lecture hall......
well to my expectation.....there were mearly even 1...2...3..4...5! people in the hall....
so there wasnt really ony1 taking part after all.....
after long hours of waiting......briefing.......joking around.....the mock debate....we were allowed to go for our refreshments......

i some how still do not understand what is a cluster school suppose to be like....
how to define cluster quality.....
how should i react when it does not reach up to my expectations.....
it's the 3rd time it happened sice i entered the school on the 10th of july n i'm not sure did it happen b4 i even came in.....
the school is very prone to face water crisis almost every month =S
is this what u call cluster quality??

after the refreshments...we were called to gather at the hall once again....this time it's to ask us to remove our belongings n move to the library due to some reasons n the form 3 students needed to use the hall.......

well.....the worst part isnt having to move around the school.....it is becoz the school library is located on the 4th floor!! so this made us climb 4 stories of stairs to realise that there was not electricity supply there bcoz the main switch is in another class room n needs to be turned on =S
the worst part is only 1 of the air-cond was working in the whole library! n even tho the main switch was already turned on....there was still no current flow in the library =S so again......we had to move to other class room that are not occupied!

this is what u call cluster school? lol
i think the school is better off without the title!
poor water n electricity supply...........

finaly we settled down in 1 of the class rooms to give out the motions.....groupings.....n the titles....
moved into respective groups n classes.....
started to discuss bout our topic.....
not realising 30 mins was already up.....
DAMMIT!

well...so we all moved to our respective places....
our topic was on 'students should take parenting classes'
n i was on the opposition......n i was the whip speaker....huhuhu~~ means i will be tha last to speak =)

when the debate started.....every1's face started to turn to (0.0) (*.*)
the anxiety n adrenalin rush woosh~~~!
my mouth turned dry....
my hans start sweating......

finally it was my turn (O_O).........
when i started talking my heart was as if it was gonna throw it self out of my throat!!
7 mins was not easy to speak for.....
i only manage to speak for 6.21 mins.....thank god.....& fortunately i was able to answer all the POIs given =)

phewww.....it was all over n the scores were being announced....
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the winning team goes to......
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the opposition! [OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]
we won by only 6 marks!
it wan a really great debate as both teams gave their all =)
thank god.......

bt the worst part is yet to come............
round 1 is over,.....
here comes round 2....
which means we'll be up against even stronger teams =(

i'm starting to feel not butterflies but worms =S...........
hope that i'll bbe able to give my best!!give my all for the debate 2moro......

pray n wish me luck ................

.............ends............

finaly~

2009-11-11T15:17:00.000+08:00

well due to very bad internet connection n really slow comp condition so i was not in the mood of further updating my posts plus was having a hell lot of homeworks *essays* *files* *assignments* so i had insufficient supply of time to do so many things at 1 time so after all these shit....i decided to continue anyways.......

done quite some things since the last post e.g.

-got all the exam papers & marks [fortunate to pass all of the papers =)]

-did sooo many essays

-took soo many pics

-had 'children's day' party in school

-finished tutorial for this year

-n went 'window' shopping [but ended up buying 2 pieces of clothes from forever 21 =S ]

currently waiting for

-the hols n waiting for cousin to get back to msia after years =)

-looking forward to the next clubbin night =)

-cant wait for EXTRA camwhoring sessions with the cousins n sisters =)

bt anyhow....exam life still must go on cause[play hard n study hard for this hols ] )':

well....as far as i know...pictures can tell stories =)

THIS IS IT!

2009-10-29T17:07:00.000+08:00

MICHEAL JACKSON ROCKSSS!!!!

THIS IS IT is really worth watching~

Micheal Jackson shall live forever.........

IF YOU WANNA MAKE THE WORLD A BETTER PLACE,

TAKE A LOOK AT YOUR SELF,

AND MAKE A CHANGE!

~RANDOM~

2009-10-28T16:03:00.000+08:00

CAMWHORE-ING NEVER DIES [WITH FUN PEOPLE AROUND]

WHEN YOUR COUSINS MAKE GREAT PHOTOGRAPHERS

WHEN YOU LOVE EACH OTHER SOO~~~ MUCH C=

WE WALK THE WALK & TALK THE TALK

DONT MIND LOOKING STUPID

WISH WE WERE CHILDREN ALL OVER AGAIN

GENTING 16|10|09

2009-10-18T23:54:00.000+08:00

on the way there~

other pics not with me~~

on the way down C=

pening~~

love the sky C=

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WENT TO BEAUTY FAIR~~

2009-10-13T22:44:00.000+08:00

while waiting for fren to come.....

i do what i do best =)

super woman rawrr

hasil yg aku dapat =)

the 1st stop..
2 for rm19.90

the inside

it has a mirror in it =)

2nd stop...

rm13 1 minute hot oil treatment

it really works =)

3rd stop...

mascara & fibre(rm79.90) buy 1 set free 1 set so we shared it =) rm40 each

[extra length or extra volume]

i took extra length =)

mascara & fibre

at the same time some thingy

nail art =)

4th stop...

vibrating mascara[rm30] buy 2 free 1

i got 1 she got 1 then free another 1

split up...ony rm20 for 1 mascara @_@

teng teng really saved alot...tanx to me....

press this button, the brush will vibrate

it also has a mirror on one side of it's cover

cool right!

last stop..

collagen eye mask rm15 (buy 1 free 4)

split it up = rm3 per mask O.O

i gave 2 to mummy =)

the pass =)

so i spent rm 80++ in less than 2 hrs

T__T

my purse is so dry it can cry me a river ...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

hope the money will be worth it C=

continue from the older post~

2009-10-13T22:19:00.000+08:00

feels alchoholic!~

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THE NEXT DAY.....

或许我对感情真的不够成熟~

2009-10-09T14:54:00.000+08:00

我想我还是不够成熟

还达不到你的要求

我真的没有想的太多

只是怀念你走以后

离开难道真的是解脱

难道真的要事过境迁了以后才懂

倔强说不痛假装什么伤都

没有倔强抬起头

决不让眼泪往下流倔强说不痛

假装什么伤都没有

真的不难过笑着和你挥挥手...............

我想我还是不够成熟

还达不到你的要求

我真的没有想的太多

只是怀念你走以后

离开难道真的是解脱

难道真的要事过境迁了以后才懂

倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有

倔强抬起头决不让眼泪往下流

倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有

真的不难过笑着和你挥挥手

如果有一天我们有缘在见

你会不会想起说过的永远

掘强说不痛假装什么伤都没

有倔强抬起头决不让眼泪往下流

倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有

真的不难过笑着和你挥挥手

9 WORDS WOMAN USE =P

2009-10-05T21:39:00.000+08:00

1) Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

2) Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

3) Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

4) Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

5) Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.)

6) That's Okay : This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

7) Thanks : A woman is thanking you, do not question, or Faint. Just say you're welcome.

8) Whatever : Is a women's way of saying mailto:F@!KYOU!

9) Don't worry about it, I'll do it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to #3.Then you RUN!

RANDOM-NESS (=

2009-10-02T15:00:00.000+08:00

SUPPOSE TO UPLOAD A WEEK AGO....
BUT DUE TO SOME REASONS....
ANYWAY~~~HERE WE GO~~~

Went out on Sunday [20/9] somewhat random somewhat planned.....
it was super last minute..me n teng teng suppose to go for breakfast with shaun......
well as usual we all woke up late...
shaun : coming in 20 mins [teng-teng woke me up & show me as she showed me the msg]
me : OMG!!! [ i shouted] *rushes to grab clothes...bath...get hair done...put on some make-up*
teng teng : super fast weih!
shaun : wait! dad lecture.... [when i was waxing my hair] =___=
so the 20 mins turned up to be 40 mins.....
got in to the car....but didn't know where to go =.=''
shaun : so where to go?? leisure mall??
me : dunnno?? anywhere with food & gift shopes....
shaun : err.....leisure mall nothing to eat la.....then we go jusco la....
me & teng teng : jusco what to eat??what to buy there??
shaun : err....lidat err....times square?? got shops n food
me & teng teng : err....anything la...then we shop shop oso loo..
decision made~~finally......
took a turn from jusco then head to times square.....

"i dont like pictures!~" shys away~~

sampai aje times square....
all : what to eat??
me & teng teng : i'm not eating fast food
shaun : ok....then..... *walk one full round on the 5th floor* [ended up in some banana leaf somethinf i forgot the name @_@]
so only teng teng & i ate *spend more time picking chillie from our food than eating while he laughed bout it =.='*
finished lunch......the hunt starts!
me : OMG! i really dunno what to get for her weih! ...she ada..photoalbum..got her 2 yrs ago...clothes...dress.........then *light-bulb-turned-on* LINGERIE!!
teng teng : stuffed toys?
me : she ada....
teng teng : photo album?
me : i juzt got her that 2 yrs ago la....
teng teng : a top? a dress?
me : maybe? =)
then suddenly *lightbulb turns on*
me : why not get her LINGERIE? i'll ask pei yi 1st since we're sharing.....
turns out great minds really think alike =)
coincidently she had that in mind too...before i even told her my plan O.O
*GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE, IS NOW SCIENTIFICALLY PROVEN*
shaun : u know her size??
me : like DUH! she's my best friend!
shaun : let me guess....aaa......B! *which i ter-heard as D!*
me : no~~~
shaun : err.....C?!
me : duh no!
shaun : i dont think she's an A~~
me : dammit...B la!
shaun : ya la...dats wat i 1st said la.......
me : oh ye ke? hehe i terdengar D la~~
shaun : god does not bless that many ppl with Ds
me & teng teng : =______=
me : where to get lingerie shop??
teng teng & shaun : how would i know...
me : oh well....we'll just walk around & see what we can find~~
stopped by at S&J to get birthday card...the we saw these cute 3D photo frame.....
[a guys pissing...a girl bathing...a guy paiting the wall]
me : WTF~~ it so darn cute! sooooooo.....which i should i get for her??
teng teng : of coz the guy pissing
me : ya...agreed!
shaun : i would like the girl bathing....
me & teng teng : *stares* =________="

the 3d frame~

Suppose to shop for BFFL's birthday present[eventualy found something cute] but ended up buying a new piece of top for my self......

the new love

because parents had some plans to go over to aunt's hs....so we left at 4....amazingly reaching home from times square on a sunday afternoon in less than 30 mins @.@ imagine how empty the kl traffic is during raya.......

sampai je rumah....of coz try on the new love la....like duh!~

me & teng with our new love =)

the continue of the next half of the day will be posted some other time due to insufficient time....... i think i need 30 hrs a day...24 is definintely NOT ENOUGH!

hopefully i'll upload the posts between 9th till 11th =] *including the mid-autumn festival pix*

p/s:still having exams~~~ till the 9th *cross your fingers & wish me luck!~*

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EXAM FOR 2 WEEKS!!

2009-09-29T19:51:00.000+08:00

no update will be done till weekends or next week =)

wish me all the best!

TIRA-MISS-U & GREEN-TEA ICE-CREAM

2009-09-25T23:02:00.000+08:00

beat sugar,3 egg-yolks,milk & green-tea powder then double boil

remember not to over beat it

over-beated whipped cream

beat new batch of whipped cream

just nice!

cooked green-tea mixture

mix gree-tea paste into whipped cream

mix well & pour into container n freeze over night

爱一人

2009-09-23T16:10:00.001+08:00

爱一人
如果你不爱一个人,
请放手,
好让别人有机会爱她.

如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.
人生中有许多种,
但别让自己成为一种伤害.
有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的.
爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她,
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.
如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言.
如果谎言一种伤害,
我选择沉默.
如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.
如果失去是苦，
你怕不怕付出?
如果迷乱是苦，
你会不会选择结束?
如果追求是苦，
你会不会选择执迷不悟?
如果分离是苦，
你要向谁倾诉?
好多事情都是后来才看清楚,
好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!

***爱&缘分***
１.她無聊時陪她〃
２.她難過時安慰她〃
３.男生要主動點〃
４.多約女友出去〃
５.不能讓女友主動約〃
６.讓她每天都開心愉快〃
７.要好好對待女友〃
８.順從女友的意〃
９.不要讓她傷心難過〃
１０.當她被欺負要立刻去保護她〃
１１.不要隱瞞女友事情〃
１２.不能背叛女友〃

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我们的爱再也写不下去了~~

YOUR ON MY HEART JUST LIKE A TATTOO~

2009-09-20T21:48:00.000+08:00

JORDIN SPARKS-TATTOO

No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for
No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free
To admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything
I've doneLive every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything
I doYou're on my heart just like a tattoo
(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have youI'll always have you, I'll always have you)
I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could
Stop, admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind
If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything i do

...............................................................

HOPE YOU'LL UNDERSTAND MY DECISION & RESPECT IT
HOPEFULLY YOU'LL CHANGE FOR THE BETTER & YOU'LL FIND SOMEONE BETTER

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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THE ULTIMATE LALA~ POSE

2009-09-20T00:43:00.000+08:00

I dont know what got into me bt i was juz in the mood for doing all these weird stuff......

this is a lala~ photo session i learnt from many profiles form friendster[well known as lala~ paradise]....anyway~~i still do not understand they're SUPER WEIRD poses....well here we go~~ get ready coz u might need to do some math...

LETS START COUNTING

'purrrr'

half a tongue

half the eye

'i'm-such-a-poor-thing'

'salute'

'i'm frightened'

dun ever show my face

'my lips got burnt'

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hopefuly i pulled it off....remember to join me for more lala~ photo session =)

MBSSKL lantern festival~~

2009-09-18T23:05:00.001+08:00

the MCs

ice breaking MCs

fan dance

sexy-phone

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Drama Time

how did lanterns festival came about

consult 'Micheal Pao' for explaination

why is his face black &white??
coz he went for plastic surgery bt due to the econ turn down he went broke.....

shrunken '嫦俄'

trying to take down 10 suns with a pistol bt failed

now with a water gun which turns out to success

parts of the sketch which i forgor wat happened

titanic o.O

mbs version of the 11 'beauties'

'S.H.E'

'阿妹'

'jolin'

'cindy'

'twins'

'by2'

i forgot =.="

after all that story...

'Micheal Pao' finaly fell asleep..

explaining that all their thoery bout lantern festival was wrong.....

after telling his thoery...they pulak fell asleep

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Dinner Time

cold noodles [bt it still tastes nice]

fried rice with very lovely chicken curry =)

bring him home...he can make a very good hs keeper

nathan & his mask

headmaster look-a-like giving prizes =.="

never expected to c her there

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overall was soso ony la coz it startes an hour late so we left right after dinner & didnt care bout the game held after that.....[rating 5/10]....rates 4 for the awwwwsome sketch n 1 for the nice food which made my rm6 worth~~

♥COFFEE~~~♥

2009-09-18T13:59:00.000+08:00

~THE ADDICTION

totally addicted to coffee~~

cold laté

hot laté

it's hot & it's cold

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HOME MADE SWISS ROLE^^

teng teng 'peeling' the peanuts

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and pic of the day~~

heart shape out of kiwi seeds^_^

友谊万岁！！~

2009-09-16T23:16:00.000+08:00

True Friends…

They love you,

but they are not your lover

They care for you,

but they are not from your family

They are ready to share your pain,

but they are not in your blood relation.

They are........FRIENDS! !!!!

True friend...... ..

Scolds like a DAD..

Cares like a MOM..

Teases like a SISTER..

Irritates like a BROTHER..

And finally loves U

more than a LOVER.

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to all those who walked in n left loads of memories,

hope that these memories we share will never die...

love love love love love love love love love love u all!!~~

Charlie the unicorn =S

2009-09-15T23:17:00.000+08:00

SWIM AWAY FUBU FISH...SWIM AWAY~~

charlie the unicorn.....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q5im0Ssyyus

watched it almost 5 times each episode......
laugh till you drop~~

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facebook quizes memang xleh belah la
results getting crapier & crapier

a day of school,homework,boring classes~~
life is getting really hectic[since the timetable changed]

f6 students are getting more &more lifelesss!!

白老鼠真不好当!!
changes for the better=killing students slowly T_T
finals in 2 more weeks @_@

pray me all the best~~
i'll prove to the teachers wrong!

I REALLY DO KNOW~

2009-09-14T15:25:00.000+08:00

I REALLY DO KNOW~

从来没想过不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛
一切都是我太过骄纵以为你会懂
一直忘了说我有多感动
我知道你还是爱着我虽然
分开的理由我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过所以
即使到最后还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我才会
在离开时闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中其实
这份爱没停过...
从来没想过不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛
一切都是我太过娇纵以为你会懂
一直忘了说我有多感动
我知道你还是爱着我虽然
分开的理由我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过所以
即使到最后还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我才会
在离开时闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中其实
这份爱没停过
曾经完整幸福的梦在脑海里头
我多希望你还在我左右
我知道你还是爱着我虽然
分开的理由我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过所以
即使到最后还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我才会
在离开时闭着眼没有回头
答应你我会好好过不让这些眼泪白流

........................................................................................................................................................................................................... p/s : it's hard i know but it's time to let go

A Whole New Start =)

2009-09-13T16:37:00.000+08:00

ALL NEW ME~

deleted the old blog[which i craeted coz of ting ting]..........
which she says that i only update it like once every 102135 years~
so....yeah here i am with a new one

for this year i:

made tons of train loads of new friends [heart them all] =)
got 2 new hair cuts
new phone
new number
got enroled in to 2 new schools[f6 life does suck to a certain poit u get numb]
new shoes
and alot more......

life in NS is the greatest chapter that made my life, it was the best 3 months of my life so far....it taught me lots of lessons that i'll never learn if i've never really been through it, it taught me that people can have 2 faces, not to let any1 in that easily, never to trust any1 you don't know much bout;but the really great part is that i found that there are such things such as true friendship & that a chinese saying [物以类聚] really is true...people with the same interest,family background,attitude,etc.........really will get along real well [PFC rocks!]

however, although i've switched status from relationship to single, but i'm still moving strong...tho i still miss u at times,i still miss the texts,the calls & what ever you've did & what we've been through[i want u to know that i've really loved u with all my heart] ......it wasnt totaly your fault when i called it a stop between us....i am also the one to blame, i've never voice out the problems we have which indirectly put our relationship into jeopardy.... which finaly broke down....i'm sorry i failed you, maybe i'm not the one to fill in those blanks in ur life.... & maybe i'm just another passer-by or just another more-than-friend sort of friend...this experience taught me to grow up & matured me & also made me feel that i'd rather have a hook-up than a relationship.......[it's no longer you, me & ours....all that's left it me, myself & i]

well i think it's about it....i promise to update more often =P .......................................................................................................................................................................

from this..... [x'mas 08]

to this [cny09]

then this

finaly this

perfectly done

I'm Back? i guess?~

难过了不要告诉别人，因为别人不在乎

lonely~

W.O.R.K

BIGBANG BIGBANG~

I'M BACK?

it's raining again =(=

DRAMA DRAMA~

HELP NEEDED!

STEP UP 3!

30 HRS FAMINE =)

SIGH!

jokes

FEMME CITY 2010 AT KLCC

fed up!

cheer 2010

Toy Story 3 =D

ADDICTION =)

I'm Officially Back =)

THO I DIDNT GET THRU =)

BOYS LIKE GIRLS ~GO~

A PICTURE SAYS A THOUSAND WORDS~

BEGINNER'S LUCK YO~

STRESS LIKE SHIT! =(

为何？

CNY =)

2010 BABEH!

MAN are the cause off all the problem

Confused =S

After half a million Years

I'M BACK !!

OUR MEMORIES

potong potong!!

2 rounds in 1 night~

FAMILY =)

~CHRISTMAS!~

Already Gone

DEBATE DEBATE~~

1st TIME DEBATING =)

finaly~

THIS IS IT!

~RANDOM~

GENTING 16|10|09

WENT TO BEAUTY FAIR~~

continue from the older post~

或许我对感情真的不够成熟~

9 WORDS WOMAN USE =P

RANDOM-NESS (=

EXAM FOR 2 WEEKS!!

TIRA-MISS-U & GREEN-TEA ICE-CREAM

爱一人

YOUR ON MY HEART JUST LIKE A TATTOO~

THE ULTIMATE LALA~ POSE

MBSSKL lantern festival~~

­♥COFFEE~~~­­♥

友谊万岁！！~

Charlie the unicorn =S

I REALLY DO KNOW~

A Whole New Start =)

♥COFFEE~~~♥